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Advice For Men: How 2 Place Women

Admin — Fri, 30 Jan 2026 00:11:06 +0000

I am done with this one. Just be patient Fellas, I’ll post this for y’all eventually.

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Lines, Circles, and Squares

Admin — Wed, 28 Jan 2026 19:38:38 +0000

One thing I love about life is circles. Yes circles. Because in life there is no-such-thing-as circles, just lines. Yes lines. And in life one thing that I love more than anything in life is a square. Yes a square. Because in life there is nothing more important than squares. Yes squares. Because the thing about squares is they form…sorry they are formed by lines. Yes lines. And those lines, connect. Yes connect. And one thing about connection is the line(s). Yes lines.

Because you see the thing about lines, is they form. Yes they form. And these lines form circles. Yes circles. Now that I got that out the way. Lets talk lines. Yes lines. Because you see, in life there is no such thing as lines expect me. Yes me. Because you see the thing about me, is you. Yes you. And we form (and I’m not talking about… the form that makes you and me). No I’m talking about we. Yes we. Because the thing about you and me is we connect. Yes connect, we connect. And the thing that connects me and you is circles. Yes circles.
Now I know you’re probably what. And what do I mean. How do circles form us.
I’ll explain. The reason I said that lines are circles is because there is a line, that form us. Yes us. Because the thing about lines is there no lines. The thing about lines is they don’t exist. And they don’t exist, and that is because US. Yes lines don’t exist because there is…US. And the reason there is US and because US(we) form these lines. And the reason we form lines is because we are special. And the reason we are special is because we are chosen. And the reason we are chosen is because GOD made us(we). And the reason GOD made us(we), is because of you. And the reason he made YOU, is because of ME.
And the reason I said me is because of you. And the reason I said you, is because of me. You see in life there are two people. And those two people are US…yes us(me and you).

And without US(we) there is no such thing as them. And without them there is no US(we).
You see in life there’s people and people need US(we).
And when I say US(we) I mean them. And I know you’re probably wondering why, I said US again. And them again. Because in life them is US(we), and US(we) is them. And I’m saying all this because I need you to understand. Yes understand one thing. And that one thing is LINES. Again Yes Lines. Because like are important. And Important enough for you to see. And what you see is LINES again. And again and again. And the reason you see these LINES…again and again and again, is because these lines exist. Yes exist. And when I say exist, they exist. And the exist only…yes only, only in YOU.

You see I say all this because I need you to understand something. And that something is You. Because of you there is a circle. Yes a circle. And that circle only exist in you. And I know you’re probably wondering why in me. And why that line only exist in me? And I’ll tell you now or later. And the reason I will tell you now or later is because now is later.

You see, you and I(me) only have time. Yes time. And the only time I have is a circle. Yes time and a circle. And the thing about a circle is a line. Yes line. And the reason I say line is because that time is a circle and if you know a circle then you know…there’s a watch. And that watch is a clock.

You see in life there’s a clock. One big clock. And that clock will keep ticking and when it ticks it will stop. Yes stop. But why stop? Because a clock is meant to stop. A clock is meant to stop? Yes stop. And I say stop because that clock is we. That clock is we? Yes we and we are circle. We are a circle? Yes circle. One big circle. Ok let me stop.

If you’re bored or if you’re like me and wondering what the hell(or heck if you don’t curse); or what the heck is going on? And why do I keep talking, the way I was talking. I’ll tell you why and give you a reason later. You see the reason I was talking the way I was is because of you. Sorry I mean we. Sorry I keep writing the wrong word, I meant US. Why us? Because you see US is power. Yes power. One BIG SOURCE of power that connects. And when I say connect I mean, I meant connect me and you. Or is it we? Sorry I really have a problem with writing…I keep writing the word US, when I really meant to write the word NS. Yes NS. You see the thing about NS is; it’s the WORD, that comes from US turned upside down. OR upward or sideways…but not backwards. Yes backwards. And the reason you can’t turn the word US backwards is, because of me. Yes because of me. You see I keep writing the wrong name, over and over again. What I meant is US and we. And US and we are the source. Yes source. And the source that connects me and US and we and them and they, and them over there is…nothing. Yes nothing.

You see I’m drained. Yes drained. And the reason I’m drained is because, I’m really tired. Tired…yes really tired. And the reason that, I’m tired(really tired) is because it took. Now you’re probably wondering what it took. Let me tell you, it took a whole clock…and some time(about 5 minutes if you have been counting. And if you have been counting; I just want to say. You just want to say what? Yes I just want to say, thank you. You want to say thank you? Yes thank you. Because the thing is, it took you time. It took me time? Yes time…and that time did not start. It did not start? Yes it did not start…US.
And the reason it did not start US…is. It did not start US?

Yes, it did not start US. Because you see in life time doesn’t start. Time doesn’t start? Yes time doesn’t start…because of one thing. And that one thing is circles. Time doesn’t start because of circles? Yes circle. Because the thing is a circle is an oval. A circle is an oval? Yes an oval. Because the thing is an oval is a square. An oval is a square? Yes a square. And the thing is, and I promise I’ll stop using this phrase. Because this phrase (and I’m referring to “the thing is”) is unprofessional. It’s unprofess…? Now stop. You want me to stop? Yes I need you to stop…because the time has come. The time has come? Yes the time has come…to stop playing and get to what I have/had to tell you.

Now first of all, I must say that you are very smart. I’m very smart? Yes very smart. And one of the ways I know you’re very smart is because of one thing and one thing only. And that’s BECAUSE YOU SEE.

Ok now before we get back to the nonsense I was talking about earlier. Some of you, me, US and all that power source. I just have to say…go. Say go? Yes go. And the reason I say go and I’ll tell you the way to go but let’s stop. And if you’re still wondering go or why I keep talking the way I’m talking is because…you have a long way to go…yes, a long way! A long way? Yes a long way to go because this is a thing. This is a thing? Yes a thing that will go on and on and on. Or alternatively you can say, it will go-go-go.
And what I mean is it will go a long way and that way will lead…yes it will lead! And will lead you to a place. It will lead me to a place? Yes a place. And that place is to hos… The hos? Yes the hospital. It will lead you and me all the way to the hospital. And that’s not the place we belong.

You see the thing about us(we) is we can end up in place we don’t belong. Or let me put it like this. We can go or end up in a place that will show. A place that will show? Yes show…that if we or if I keep talking the way I’m talking it will do one thing. And that thing is drive us crazy! Yes crazy!

And at some point, I know you probably felt like, asking a question. Trust me I know, and I knew you were. Let’s just put it this way, I can read your mind. And even if you was not thinking of it, you thought of it. And may feel like some of it is nonsense, [AUTHORS NOTE: I know you of you will] Because you see, another thing about crazy is saying the same thing or saying the same line. Saying the same line? Yes line. Because the thing is(you see there I go again, saying the same thing “that line”). And if you didn’t catch that…you’re..well let’s just say you’re like me. Yes you’re like me. You are me. And I had to say that again because that word and that line are the same. That word and that line is the same?

Okay let get right into it. So look lines and words and words and lines are the same. Or let me say it like this, they are one in the same. And I chose to say it that because of one thing. And that one thing is YOU. And if you’re wondering me? Yes YOU. And I say that and will keep saying that YOU and me(we) are the same.
You me are the same? Yes, we are the same. Because you see. If you go back and look at what Ive said before and again, you will notice one thing. And one thing only. That if you scheme through my testimony (the beginning of this passage or paragraph or whatever you choose to call it, [AUTHOR’S NOTE: And yes you are free to call it whatever you want. But I choose it my testimony].
you will notice something. And that something is you and and we. WE? Yes we.

Because the thing is…you me and we are the same. Again We are the same? Yes we are same. Because the thing is(there’s those words again) no matter if you read it forward(the passage; paragraph, testimony) you will see a US. A US? Yes a US. Because that US is a thing and doesn’t exist unless you want it too. And if you want it to(and I say to because there is a to. Similar to a go to, or like a tu-tu, or like the number two. There is a to, Like a go to, Where?
I’m glad you asked..there is a two or a three at least once in the passage. If you look, do you see? There was a too and a three in the passage? Wait where? Where’s the two or the three? Look at it this way, that two is we(you and you). And that three is we(you me and I). Or that we can also be me if you choose to remove yourself. Because the thing is, the letter W is the number 3 upside down. And that’s a mathematical trick some of us like to use. Because even mathematicians also use words. The thing is, people do not know that words are numbers. Or let me correct myself, words can be numbers. You see back in the day, Egyptians used to use symbols and these symbols were words, these words could be flipped(changed) into numbers.

That’s interesting, but back to what you said. So there was a me and there was you, and there was a two? And also a three? I don’t see it or get it. And when you say two, do you mean a too as a two like a number or too as in “me too”?

I can answer your question now, but I don’t want to keep wasting your time. Just know, if you don’t get it now…one day you will.

[AUTHOR’S NOTE: And no, these are not trick analogies or trick questions and trick answers. I know some of them sounded like…they were. But if I continue explaining some of these things, it will just confuse you, more and more and more. Just know this, if you got anything I said then you’re smart. Really smart].

Okay now, let’s get to business! But before we get right into it, I just wanna(want to) say this. Look, however you decide to look at what I’ve said, you will notice one thing. And one thing only. And let me add this, no matter what you see or what you heard me say, you chose to answer(you answered my question). And when you chose to answer(decided to answer) that told me something. Or some may prefer to say, that’s tells me something. And that something is…there is a me and you. Or you see, there WILL ALWAYS be a me and you…no matter how you look at it.

Ok all games aside, the time is now. And it’s time for you to listen! Let me share some very important information, from my knowledge and wisdom…about lines, squares and dots. And let’s also talk about SOME other other shapes. Not too much but just a bit about some other shapes.

You see, life is one big circle and in that circle is a dot. And that dot is me and you. You see, that dot makes you…and you make me. Or we can say that dots makes you and me. And that was not a trick analogy. And analogy means just Incase you did not know. And I say this respectfully. So as I was saying, after you made me, within us(we) is a circle. You’re probably wondering a circle? Yes there is a circle. And within that circle, there is a line. And that line just happens to be an oval. And that oval is there…just waiting for us to turn it into a circle.

You see [AUTHOR’S NOTE: and please get used to this phrase “You see”. This phrase is a phrase that I use to talk and express my studies and how I view and look at things. And it’s one of the many phrases that I use daily to talk, or let’s just say…it’s a thing that I find myself doing(using). Okay now that I’ve given you another phrase that I will be using throughout this theory(my study; my observation) let’s get back to what I was saying/am saying].

The thing about circles and ovals; and also squares and also lines is, they all share a thing. And that thing is a common thing; that thing is a dot. Yes, one dot. Or I rather call this dot, the dot. You see, there is a dot within those shapes. And believe it or not there is a dot within those shapes as well. You see, when I came to my studies I observed something. I observed that all these shapes, circles, squares, ovals, and other shapes in mathematics; is are all in the same. Yes they are the same thing(s). As I like to call it, just ONE thing. An oval just so happens to be the same as square. A square is the same as an oval. An oval and a square is the same as a circle. And a circle is the same as sphere(well depending on how you look it. But nevertheless, a sphere and a circle is very similar. Not the same but somewhat similar). Some may disagree and it’s very understandable and I agree with them 100 percent. Because I too, am a mathematician…and the thing is, mathematicians understand mathematicians.

Okay so this next thing may just be something that I find interesting. You see, a circle and a sphere both have a line. Yes a sphere and a circle have a line, and that line is a dot. And that dot is usually found in the center. And of course among other places. And a reason that a dot may be found in the center(like the dot that I’m referring to) is because dots are usually lines. Yes lines. You see, dots that are lines; usually stretch from one point to another point. This is usually done by different types of markers; pens, pencils and other forms of writing instruments.

Okay now, let’s shift gears and let’s go to lines. And the term “let’s shift gears” means to go in a direction; change the topic.
So let’s talk about lines. You see, lines are typically formed by dots, and these dots are typically formed by a mark. And when I say mark I’m referring to a small area on a surface usually drawn by a pen or pencil. And the thing about lines is they can stretch(to go on). They can stretch from this point to that point and go on and on and on. And on.
And lines are the things I want to talk more about. You see a line is a mark that can and cannot be seen. Yes not seen. And when I say not seen is (sometimes a line can appear to the human eye and sometimes not at all). And I continue to say that and want to say that lines(some) don’t exist! And I say that to say, overall and in general lines are not a real thing. Yes we can write lines or draw them with pens, pencils and other writing instruments but the fact still remains….lines are not a real thing. [AUTHOR’S NOTE: And I don’t mean lines with.connection because some may mistake my testimony about lines and connection.]

Please understand what I’m saying. And please don’t get me wrong. These lines that I’m talking about can be used for drawing things. And you can draw these lines on paper; on computers(graphic works), and among other things. But these types of lines are not real.

Look at it like this. Or alternatively look at it this way. When you say lines can you see them? When you draw a line can you see it? In that sense, you can but can you feel the line? You can of course feel the paper that you’re drawing the line on, but you cannot feel the line. And no this is not trick(joking) theory, this is actual facts! Or you can say factual information.

So look(and I’ll try not use this phrase a lot too), lines can be found in things we use daily. Like words. Again I’m not at all joking. The words we use, have lines. And when I say words I’m referring to the alphabet.
Have you ever notice(noticed) that every letter in the alphabet has a line…and some type of curve(another form of a line)? And the thing is, these curves are just a bent version of a line. You see, a curve is really a…bent line. And although we use words(letters) on a daily basis we know and see(at least now) they don’t exist.

And let me also add this, most shapes are not real. But we’re not talking about all shapes, let’s stick to circles and squares. And let’s also add triangles/polygons. Now the thing about triangles/polygons is, they are the only shapes(shape) that have “perfect” lines. Yes, triangles/polygons have perfect lines! And when I say perfect lines I mean lines that are identical in width and length. Now some may argue and mention squares, but we will talk squares another time. Let’s get back to triangles. And for anyone who do not know a triangle is; a type of polygon. So lets get back to my theory. And what I have analyzed.

Triangles are made up of three lines. These three lines are formed by dots or a dot. These dots(or dots) stretch(go) from one point to another point. And these points can drawn by a marker, or a pen or pencil or any other drawing instrument.

We can say that, this also applies to squares and rectangles but not necessarily. Let’s just get a brief understanding about squares and rectangles. And also triangles.
Rectangles and squares are shapes in the scientific; mathematical field. And what we need to also get a similar understanding about triangles. Although triangles are studied mathematically, they don’t necessarily belong in the math field. Yes, mathematicians study and use triangles, but triangles really belong in the science field. Yes, triangles really belong in the science field. So the thing is, scientists use triangles all the time. We scientists can say they are probably used more by scientists than by us mathematicians. But nevertheless a triangle is a shape that has or is made of real lines. And again, real lines as in lines that have the same length and same width, as I call them “perfect lines”. Another thing is triangles have dots that stretch from one perfect line and on to another perfect line. And to the last perfect line. And let me just add this about perfect lines or perfect in general; there is no such thing as perfect and in the math fiend when we say perfect it means “somewhat”. And also remember there is nothing in life that is perfect.

And yes other shapes in the math field may identical lines “perfect lines”, but nevertheless these lines are not always drawn perfectly. Or even seen as perfectly. But again this just depends on how you look at things. And yes, lines are a thing.

Now let’s move on to a square and a rectangle. Because these two are(somewhat) very similar to each other. But a square and rectangle are not the same! And they do not have perfect lines, “real lines”. Let me explain. And before I continue on with my explanation, let me stop. You see, all these shapes, rectangles, ovals, squares, circles, triangles, and let’s add spheres. Because a sphere and a circle are very identical shapes. But a sphere does not have point. But nevertheless they can be made up of dots. Some scientists and mathematicians may disagree on my theory, but it is okay. Because I truly believe and I will continue to have belief in my theory). Now let’s talk about rectangles.

Okay let me stop. We can talk rectangles in a different session. So let’s put rectangles to the side, and let’s talk about squares.

The thing about squares is, their lines don’t have to be straight for it to be seen as a square. You see in the science field, squares can have bent lines(curve lines) and it will still be seen(viewed) as a square. Yes typically the lines on square are the same length, but even if the lines are a bit curvy, it is a square. You can ask a scientist. [AUTHOR’S NOTE: and hard to believe, I AM INDEED A SCIENTIST as well!]

Now that we have covered lines, circles and squares and even rectangles and also triangles; we can move on. Let me end this with dots or a dot. You see, lines and circles and squares play a major part of us(we). And when I say we, I mean me, and you and everyone in the world. We depend on lines circles and squares. These 3 things are a part of our existence. We cannot get to (where we need to get to) if it wasn’t for these 3 things.

Naptown

Admin — Tue, 27 Jan 2026 22:10:35 +0000

See look I stay in a place where I don’t see many people. I still get out…well, not really… I mean I’m usually in my own world(my own place). And where I’m at I choose to stay…to myself but not intentionally. So the thing is, I’m so used to being where I’m at that it’s really become the reason I don’t go out(well there’s a part of me that wants to come out). Let put it like this, I still get out time to time but not as much as I really want. Umm maybe I…shouldn’t say it like that. I have to watch my words because some things in life can be taken the wrong way. Especially if you say something and just walk away. And no I’m not talking about my time in Paris, with you know who.

The thing is, words can be connected and mean something or they can still mean something even by themselves. Even if you break down a word and take it from another word; it can mean something. But at the end of the day, words are words. Now an action-word is something I want to talk about. It can mean a lot and the thing about words is just that. They can mean a lot.

That’s crazy the more I think about it. So look let me show you. I’ll show you exactly what I mean. So check this out…[SELF note: This is for you too. Yes YOU reading this. There are going to be slang words and phrases I may use throughout this book.] So there was a time I was gone and found myself in a place where I couldn’t go anywhere. Yes I could not go any-where. And yes, I could not see anyone or any-thing. I could only see…well let me stop. Because I need to watch what I say because I don’t want to start sounding like I was still seeing people and still getting out. Because when I say I was gone it’s sorta like(kinda like) I was out…of my mind. And that can be taken as, being in your own world. And that world can still have people in it. And those people could be you, yourself and…you(me myself and myself). And some people may say those are not real people. And I can understand some people who may feel that way. And I promise not to take it to the beginning of my testimony(yes my first testimony. I spoke about me myself and I). Because once I take it there; to the beginning, what I say will never ever end. But I will take it to…well I will take and I mean take my testimony in a whole new direction.

So anyway let’s go back to what I was saying. I was gone which is still getting out(even in my mind I was still out…however you look at it), yes I was out into my own world. And that world just so happens to be a world within a world. Yes a big circle(planet earth, that continues to go around and around). Rotating. I was out there. Talking to someone. Even though that someone was real to me and only me; I was still out. Now to the people who say that, when I say the phrase “me, myself, and I” feels that’s not a real person, what defines a real person? And no this is not a trick question, it’s a real question. You see what is not real to you is one thing. You can say it’s not real to you. But what is real to someone else is something else. Meaning it’s real to them.

You see words are a reflection of us. We are the words we speak. A person’s words are a reflection of their inner thoughts, feelings, and even character. The things or some of the many things that makes a person who they are.

This may be defined as your words play a major part of your existence. When you are born, you speak. When you are happy and want to show or express your joy, you speak. When you are mad or when you want to express your other emotions like crying, anger(a more extreme version of mad), guilt, or even embarrassment, you speak. Even if you choose not to speak, you’re inner thoughts are an alternative way of speaking. Yes thinking is a part of a thought and thoughts carry words that are just waiting to come out…into the world. I say this to say, that you will always speak even when you choose not to speak. So whether you’re just thinking of a word(words) or you choose to say the next word that comes to mind, you’re talking(speaking).

So there is a commonly used phrase(that some people may or may not know) and that phrase goes something like “What’s on your mind?”. That phrase allows a person to respond or not to response at all. So, with that phrase you can say something(a verbal response) or choose not to say anything by simply shaking your head(which is a physical and verbal response). And I say this to say, that you will always speak no matter what. As long as you live on this earth you will always talk! I mean speak.

And for the ones who are still waiting for the moment I start talking about Naptown, please be patient. I promise I will get to it or should I say I will take us(me, myself and I…and you) there. But first let me say this, this is really important.

You see, we are a reflections of each other. I am you and you are me.

And again for the ones who say or feel that me, myself and I(we) or us are not a real people, I just have this to say. Look in the mirror. Yes go find a mirror and look. You see that person you see there; is a person that is lost. So lost that he or she don’t know…or even know who he or she is anymore. So lost that he or she is stuck in a world; a world of their own. You see people who are lost are people who are mad. Mad(and I’m talking mad as upset) that they(he or she or them) that they just need a hug. A hug from THEMSELVES. And the only people that can hug them is us or themselves. Yes we need to hug these people and let them know where they’re at. It’s not their world that you’re in, this world that they’re in…is for us. Yes us. Me, myself, and you, and them. Yes them(the people that are lost). You see the issue that our city and other places have, is us. Yes us! We never ever take the time to see how important we are to each other. Let me try to explain this so you can get a better understanding.

I am a reflection of a person that you know. And that person is a reflection of a person that he knows. And she is a reflection of a person that she knows. And that person(she) is a reflection of this person, and that person(this could be him), and that person and on and on and on. The best way I explain this, is I choose to use dots. Dots represent all of us. We are all dots in this world that I choose to call a circle. Yes I call this world(earth) one big circle. And in this circle we(the human race) are dots. And the thing about dots is they connect. Dots can be connected with each other; but the thing is they really need connections. Yes they need a connection, and that connection is a connection that comes from a big connection(a special source). And that special source(big connection) is you. Yes YOU! You have a connection that everybody-sorry I mean all of us-need.

I’ll explain that later but for now let get to Naptown! So look one of the things I love is music. Yes music. Times have changed or is it “has changed” but nevertheless it’s the truth.

And the thing is, we music lovers can see the future. Even the ones who don’t enjoy music(non-music lovers) can see and know that music will always change. So let me be really specific with this music. So look I love Hip-hop and a mixture of other music and I’m talking all types of music. From this genre(like rock music) to that genre(like African music), to this music to that music. Now let’s put me to the side(I’m still going to be here) and let me ask you. Yes You. Why do you like the music that you like? I can tell you before you can tell yourself. But I can’t tell myself as fast as I can tell others. I can always try though.

So in the city(the place where I’m at), there is a rapper named Parris LaDame. She is very talented. And there is a rapper/afro-beat artist named Dwani; who seems to be doing bigger and better things. Then there’s my homegirl. My homegirl Tori; who seems to be doing bigger and better things too. Oops, did I say Tori? Sorry I didn’t mean to say her name. Because the thing is back in the day I knew a girl…named Victoria. Victoria who did music and whenever I do a list; a list of artists, I end up mentioning her. It seems like she’s one of those people that’s automatically on the list whenever I talk about an artist or music in general. Okay so moving along, then there’s Sta’bon. My nigga Sta’bon is still doing music…wait hold on. Sta’bon is another one of those people. I don’t even know what this dude is up 2 but he is automatically on the list too. The crazy thing is I text this dude(me and him share the same niece) this dude never responds. Makes me laugh because it seems like it’s impossible to get in touch with people(I’m talking everyone) especially nowadays. Anyway then there’s Mark Battles. Wait I don’t know if he even does music, anymore. You see there are(were) a lot of artists especially back in the day, that we’re doing big things. And are still doing big things but it’s hard to keep up with what artists(musicians) are up to these days. Because it’s seems like it’s so many new artists(musicians) that are doing music, and we don’t know who they are. Or who is who. And I say this respectfully. And some artists sound the same and some even look the same. But let’s not (and I mean me) try to be mean. Because at the end of the day, these artists are part us(the team). Yes we are a team. A team that is going for that WIN! Yes we need to win together and be successful and make each other’s dreams come true. Yes!

And before I continue my list, let me also add this. As I saying earlier and I’m saying this now, we have to connect. And the thing about dots is they continue. Yes they continue…yes dots continue to connect but we (and yes I’m talking everyone) have to continue connecting…these dots. You see these dots present all of us. The musicians, the hairdressers, the beauticians, the photographers, the fashion designers, the models and everyone else in different fields(different professions). And if I’m forgetting anyone else I mean you too. And let’s also not forget about the hustlers. Yes the hustlers (anyone that’s trying to make a dollar; trying to make ends meet, and trying to feed their families); let’s show them love. It’s important that we connect and show each other love.

And the most powerful way to connect is showing love. Yes let’s show love to each other and let’s connect. And let me also add this before I get back to the list. The effective way(s) to show love is…you know what let me tell or better show you examples. If someone has a clothing line, you can simplify wear their clothing. And if you have swag(that’s slang for style) mix their clothing with your clothing. That there is showing love. If you come across an artist(musician) from our city, listen to their music and or help promote their music by simply sharing it. You can share their music to your friends, your co-workers, your family or on social media. Because social media has become the wave(the way) to get peoples’ music out here(out there). Let me also add this on how to show love to the musician, you should go to one of their shows. And I almost forgot…the comedians. Yes let’s show love to the comedians. Because these are the people that bring joy and a smile on our faces. Without smiles we might or may scare each other off. So we have to thank them and anyone who brings smiles on our faces. Especially with things like customer service. We have to thank them and like people who do hair. And who do make up. It’s people like this that we have to thank because these people help us and keep looking good. So if you’re looking to try something new or just want to be different, I really encourage you to try something new! Be different! And if it’s anyone that I’m forgetting that does things for people, or even for themselves(yes you) let’s show them love!

Ok now the next person(s) on the list or team is Te’Shay. Now the thing about Te’Shay is she could rap! However I lost track of her because she changed her rap name. Which is a common thing in music and even in real life. People change their name(s) all the time. But we just have to remember a name is a name, but who we are(our existence) is the thing we must NEVER FORGET! Like our people that passed away. They are still here with us; these people will never die and will always be here with us. I’m talking YOU, me, and us. And I say that to say, that Camohsotatted was one of those artists on this list, of musicians. He was an artist, tattoo artist, model/role-model and overall a great; good musician. He touched a lot of people! And will forever continue to touch people, spiritually. May he Rest In Peace, we miss him and I pray he can continue to touch and connect with other artists and everyone in the city. He’s like an Angel to the city.

You see the thing about angels is you can’t see them but deep down inside, you know they are there(here). They can be that man or that woman on the street, that bum you see, that employee that so happens to be mopping(cleaning) the floor; washing dishes, taking your order, serving food. That person you look down on or even up to, is an Angel. Yes people(especially the ones you look down on, are usually the ones that are angels). Because the thing about angels is they disguise themselves. Angels are not allowed to reveal themselves until the time, has come for them to reveal themselves. And the thing is, most of us(we) are angels and don’t ever take the time to see it. You see, angels are meant to protect and to save. Sort of like that waiter; that is serving you food. His or her many jobs(yes employees can have multiple jobs/duties) is to give food, that you paid for, which SAVES YOU from hunger. Some may disagree(and say it’s themselves that save themselves) because they paid for the food. That’s very true, you should give yourself credit, because you also play(played) a big part when it comes to saving you. Yes you have the ability to save you. It’s like an alcoholic(s), once his or their minds are gone(meaning lost), it’s UP TO their inner self(their other self)to find the way to get them(lead them) to rehab; or to safety. Because the thing is alcoholics and among other people(like mental patients) FIND THEMSELVES, talking to themselves. This can lead them in places they should or should not be. You can say people like them and all of us, can be out of our minds and it is up to us(we) to take us back into the place we familiar with.

And the thing is when we are in our minds we find ourselves in a place; this place can be a place we are comfortable in, our comfort zone. But look the thing is when we are in our minds – our mind can be in so many places. There is a phrase some use and that is “my mind is going in so many places”. This phrase is used when an individual is feeling crazy or thinking too much(which is not good for the mind). And understand this, the mind and the brain are one in the same(meaning the same thing). When that individual is thinking too much or even if that person(that individual) is okay and just in their own mind; they can end up lost(meaning gone). And sometimes when you are gone or lost; you may find it hard or impossible to get back into the real world.

So when we are in our minds(and you can even live in your mind); we may not see that these places are places that we shouldn’t be in. The thing about us as humans, is we were made to interact. And that is good for the mind. So I say and continue to say. Get out and interact! [AUTHORS NOTE: But let me say this. Because this is very important! And this is for my young readers and listeners or anyone who is young and listening. DO NOT TALK to strangers. Please go in a place that has an adult(a grown up) that you know. Understand that this conversation was meant for adults(grownups) and some things are for adults and adults only.]

And we as humans were born in a world that is a real place. The world in our minds is not a real place. When we talk to ourselves that is a different analogy (as I like to call a “different perspective”).

Understand characters. Me my and I are characters or better yet, characteristics.

When you talk to yourself, as I always say there is a “me, myself, and I”. These persons(beings) live within us. These are characters that are the three beings(the persons). And these 3 beings can be looked at, as being one person(one being)…and that being is me. These character(characteristics) make me. You have to understand that there is a big difference between a real person and a real character. And the best way to describe a character is by knowing the definition of a character. A character is characteristic or characteristics, that assists in the identification of a species. Or another way to define a character is the mental and moral qualities distinctive to an individual. A character can be a person’s personality and among other things. However you look at it, a character is something that makes or defines you. You can say your inner you; again your personality makes you the person that you are. And this next thing I’m about to say may or may not pertain to what I’ve said, but it help proves a part of my theory. This is about going back and forth and about words and interactions. There is commonly used phrase that goes something like “Your inner self is talking to you”. And that inner self is me. Or not to scare you, you are simply talking to yourself.

And the thing is, Your INNER SELF can advise you. A good example to explain this…is an Angel. And that Angel can be you. Yes you can be your own Angel. Or you can have angels that live inside you. And these Angels(people or yourself) particularly people that are deceased, usually live or can live in you. And again I repeat… WE(humans) are a reflection of each other. We(humans) live within each other. I live in you and you live in me. It’s sorta like the other phrase that many of us know(or have heard); that defends my theory about me myself and I(us); “We have the same personality”. This phrase simply means we are the same. The personality that makes you, is the personality that makes me. That personality(word) is the definition of Character. Which is saying that we have the same Character. Your character is my character. That character is one in the same. Which means it’s the same character(makes one character). And that one character is a combination of me and you. And if you have read my other stories then you know that me and you are the same person(the same being); the same species. And that ONE being(species) is YOU. Just look and you see that there is and will always be ONE YOU. [AUTHOR’S NOTE: but you can never forget that I am here. That part of you that you fail to see. Or just don’t realize is there. Right beside you. Look at it this way I am the dot. My name is TOD. And no this is not a trick theory or answer. But the reason I choose to name myself TOD is because I know you’re clever enough will see that TOD is the word DOT spelled backwards. And the thing is, I know you’re probably sick of hearing that word. And when I say that word I mean “the thing is”. Or are you tired of me saying the name TOD? Before you answer that question let me tell you this. I already know the answer to your question. Because the thing is I never asked a question, I just gave you a response. And if you fail to understand what I am saying is because you’re too slow. Too slow to understand that i didn’t say a word. You said everything that I have said and will continue to say. I am you and are me. You see all those words have 3 letters. And if you’re like me then you see that’s there was actually one letter missing on the word ME. And the thing is that letter is you. Yes YOU. Because the thing is I’ve told you that you are ONE person. Or should I say the ONE. and you’re the only ONE that help us to connect. And if you haven’t read my other testimonies and I’m going to keep saying my testimony, because this is deeper than most people especially religious people to understand. And if you don’t know where or how to start connecting, I’ll tell you how. Look The next time you go out (whether that’s in your mind or out in the real world. Look for someone who doesn’t look like you and just ask them this: “Do you know anyone named Tom?” Yes ask do they know TOM. And if they look at you strange tell them you meant the name “DOT”. If they respond and give an “yes”, then good…you have started to connect. But if they choose to walk away, that is also okay. And again to my young readers/listeners this is not for you. Only do this if you have talked to your mom or dad; or any adult that you look up to, that has given you the green light(which means go) to go and connect. Because the thing is if that person that walked away turns around and looks, or even if they don’t look, just remember this. They are one of those people that we should try to connect with. Because the thing is(and if you’re tired of me saying “the thing is” don’t worry I’m almost done, I promise!) We don’t need to know each other to connect with each other. As long as we can get out and just walk up to each other, and try to interact with each other, that’s a good start! And if you heard what I said earlier, that kid that should only talk to someone he(or she) knows, that kid is you. Yes you! And that KID is that person looking down on him(or her) telling them it is okay to go…to connect. Because even if the adult(you) or the kid looking down on him(the kid) and telling himself or herself to go head and connect. It’s sounds confusing. And sorry that kid sounds crazy. Yes he is(or she is) crazy. And I’m saying that respectfully because we as adults/youth need to use our brains. And we must use our brains and stop calling each other crazy. Especially towards the kids. Because the thing is(I promise this is the last time) kids will be us. And the interesting thing about kids is they are smarter than adults. It is proven kids have higher IQ than adults. It’s like me and this book or should I say this testimony, I misspelled words, probably used the wrong grammar and put dots and periods probably in the wrong places. And some things didn’t make sense. But that KID knew what made sense and what didn’t make sense. Because kids know and no I’m not trying to kid with you. So whether that kid was you or someone in our minds(or a reflection of someone else) he or she was smart enough to listen; to all I had to say and understand something. And that’s all I’m trying to get you to understand. To understand some thing. And some thing can be me, you, this or that. Thing can mean so many things.

And even if he or you only understand parts of what I say, I just want you to be smarter. Because even if you learn one or two things you have become smarter than you were(and I say this respectfully). And I want us(we) to show respect to each other.

And check this out. The kid(was and is) smart enough to see and understand that this book was and is about a city. I prefer to call it a world but let’s just say city. But city with dots. And those dots have a dot(you can choose to call it a special dot) just waiting. And the thing is I lied about something. and I’ll tell you what I lied about. The thing is, I’m going to continue saying “the thing is” only because I’m really crazy. Yes crazy enough to touch(which means get to) someone I don’t know. And yes I don’t know you and I just touched(which is my way of connecting the dot) you.

Look I don’t think you understand. I love to get to people. Yes I love to touch people (and I’m not talking about the type of touch that you might be thinking of; because I know it’s people that are not right in their head. These are people that play too much). When I say touch I was talking about connecting. Connecting…requires a touch. Don’t get me wrong you can also make connections with things like interaction(interact) or things that don’t require a person to use a physical thing to get to that person. The thing is I got connected with you. Which was a goal of mine. Whether this made you mad or not. And if you’re mad, I really apologize. I did not mean to make you mad or if I drove anyone crazy, I’m sorry. Because look the other thing is, we really need to stop driving each other crazy. Yes crazy. And we need to take the time to look in the mirror and see that we are the problem. Yes the problem is us(we). And we need that ONE PERSON to fix this.

And if you know my theory about US is US is NS upside down. You see, when it comes to power and connection, there is a thing called NS. Yes NS. NS is a power-source(indication) that is needed for a connection to be turned on. Have you ever heard of the phrase “Turn on the power”? We(us) need you to turn on the power. The thing is, the word us means nothing. Yes we don’t mean NOTHING without. I need you to look at the word US; you see US upside down it reads NS. And NS is that power source that we need. That we need to connect. I’m saying this because this is very IMPORTANT information that you need to hear. And comprehend.
We are POWERLESS without you. And the reason I said We(and I’m talking us) are upside(not right, which means crazy). We are crazy and not right WITHOUT YOU. We don’t make sense without you. We need you…to turn on the power and connect with us. Because when we connect we can-be up. And thats what we and our city need to be. Be Up!

And if you forget everything I’m saying it is okay. I’ll remind you. Or TOM or TOD will. Or one of my female friends will. [AUTHOR’S NOTE: And some of y’all may think it’s Ashiya or LaShiya or Paris or Rayna or the other Parris. And again when I say Parris, some people may mistake me for knowing or being friends with the Parris that lives here(in the same place as the other Paris). Wrong Paris! There are so many people with the same name, in the place and may even look the same. But anyway let’s get back to what I was saying].

Because you can walk away and act like my words don’t matter. But I can tell you this; they do matter. Everything I say does matter. And you may not like what I say(or how I say words); but they will get to you, and eventually matter. You see WORDS WERE NOT MADE to be liked; they were made to be used. We use words all the time that we may not necessary like, but we may use them to get a point across. Or we may simply use words to express emotions and etc and etc. Nevertheless words are words. And remember words can physical effect us. Words can hurt! And these words are action words.

Let’s dig deeper.

For instance, you may use words to get to someone and it may not work. But if you use other words, or maybe even the same words just in a different way, you may then get to that person. And I say that to say my words will matter, to you. I just have to use other words, explain to you so you understand. And if I really want to get to you, I’ll get someone that you know (who I know) to explain to you. So you understand.

Okay let’s cut the words…I need you to understand. Please hush, no more talking!

If you’ve slept throughout this whole thing just remember this; you have found yourself in my world. My city. My place! Yes This is my place! And in my place there is a rule. And that rule is…connect! Yes connect the dots! And if you don’t connect the dots, I will let you go. Yes you can leave! But if you leave and decide to place yourself somewhere else; you can thank me. Yes THANK ME for letting you go and Yes YOU ARE WELCOME. Welcome to come back and connect. And if you still don’t connect, I will come to your place…and when I say place, I mean home. You see your home is my home. And no I’m NOT A CRIMINAL! Listen I’m not saying this the way some of Y’all may be thinking. What I meant is your home is my home; your house is my house…we live in the same place. The same city. Naptown; is the place to be! And we both happen to live in the same place. The same state. The same world. But we, must be out of our minds. And that is says we be crazy! And it’s only crazy people that talk to each; and go back and forth with one another. Two people stuck in the same world. And those people(those two people) are me and you. And as I said before; connecting can start with yourself. And I am you. And we are here just waiting for another you(or me) to connect with us(we). Welcome 2 Naptown. And you can take a nap…I’ll let you sleep.

But I will have to wake you up! Because you must be out your mind ! To think this is a place you can just sleep! No! Wake yourself up! Or I will wake you up! This place is not for just one person. It’s for all of us! And we need you! Yes you. To join us. All of us are a team! There’s no I in team. But there’s a me in team. You can look at it the way you want. But let me show you something! The letters in TEAM, they can be lowercase letters or uppercase letters; you see the letters are shaped. Those letters have curved lines and straight lines. And I say that to say, we can form a connection in so many ways. And directions. And what’s crazy is no matter how you look at the word TEAM there’s me and some lines. And those letters T, A are lines. And I got those lines with me. And if you take my lines somewhere else and don’t acknowledge me(or we or don’t look at me as the BIGGER PERSON; yes I am the bigger person. I’ve been and even now I’m being the bigger person)…I will get a line from someone I know. And trust me I’m connected with someone! And it’s someone (we can find, that has a line). And I will use that line!

And NO I will not whoop you. I will you let go with TA. And Let you think that you won. Because in my city we let fools go. We always catch them later. And laugh at them. For thinking to take a thing that connects us(or to take me out of my team) and think that you won. No you lost! Because this is the city that we let people sleep and when it’s time… we wake them up ! You can cry and run to your mama or your dada! Because baby, we don’t play! Don’t assume and assume this is the town(the place) you can just disrespect and think that’s it! No! And I say NO because once we say NO it’s our people(or one of us) secret way to say “it’s ON”. Because ON is how we see that we are connecting and connected. And you cannot come and start taking from TEAM.

Look Mr. bad guy, that TA is something that belongs to me. And me I mean WE. And that TA simply says. TEAM. You can go this way with the TA. Or that way. BUT eventually you will see ME…No matter where you go…And if you think you’re slick(smart) and go the other way (go backwards) believe me you will see where you’re AT. Cut me out or cut me off you will see where you’re AT! Because understand this and don’t be a fool. Letters are made of lines, and lines that go up, sideways, upwards and some even curve. Those lines are like wires and our team are wired and connected. So if you take a line that connects us or even just one line it’s a big deal. But to take two letters especially that ones that came from us, the team. That’s a no-no! And that tells me and I mean we that it’s on, it’s really on! And you have to taught a lesson. Because you’re acting like a baby. And you’re the type of baby that only needs one lesson! And the first thing is, TA is nothing that you play with. And to take T-A from the team; that’s me and we is a problem. Because you need to understand that TA; is a thing that makes everyone here a team. We connect and will continue to connect.

And baby, it’s time for you to go to sleep! Welcome to Naptown.

Rayna

Admin — Sun, 25 Jan 2026 03:31:55 +0000

This is the story of Rayna. But to understand Rayna, you must understand this. There were two girls who acted like one another; and their names were Ashiya and LaShiya. These two girls were close, but I really believe it was because of me, that they ended up splitting. Then there was a girl named Paris who came afterwards. You see, all these girls played a major part of my life and shaped me into the man I am today.

So look 2 better understand Ashiya you must FIRST understand this. Ashiya and Paris are two different girls(women). And the girl Paris; who I nicknamed Parris was the root of all this nonsense. And then there’s Rayna. Well Rayna is Rayna. There’s really nothing to say bad about her. But before I can explain who Rayna is, I must first start with (Ashiya or should I say LaShiya). So let’s jump in and get right to the chase(and when I say “right to the chase” I mean “right to the point”). Or for others to better understand this phrase; there’s another commonly used phrase that’s used in different places and that phrase is “okay let’s get straight to the point”. This means to get started. So this first girl(Ashiya or should I say LaShiya) definitely took me for a loop. She had me thinking that I would never be the same. But who would have of thought that I would make it out that situation and live to tell about it. But it is sad that things had to end the way they did.

So look I really had a hard time seeing this girl. Even though we were close; and when I say close, I mean close! the closest I’ve ever came to a girl like her. Well sorry I just have take a break. And breathe. Because this girl that I took I mean have come close to see. Well sorry excuse the grammar. Let me take a short break to compose myself and breathe. (note to self: in this story about this woman replace this girl. And put this woman in place of the girl. I mean this girl. Especially her because this girl was no ordinary girl. This woman was indeed a sweetheart). Unlike Ashiya that girl you went up looking for and only to bring you down and man. That girl had you in the clouds(that feeling was real…too real…and too deep!). The shit is crazy and hard to believe. Who would believe that something that small. Man that little shit…Yes that little shit could bring a strong person like me, down. So down and when I say down; I mean me, myself and I(Triple) came down like no one has ever came down. And only to bring me down to propose…and to who is listening or reading this story or should I or we(me and myself and I) say love story. With Rayna. Or Maybe I shouldn’t say anything yet but let me go on head and say this. But with Ashiya; the girl who took me down that route and for me to(sorry my nickname is Triple sometimes refer to me, myself and I as just that. [note to reader: read my other stories and one of them explains why and how I got the name from the jump]. But as I was saying Ashiya had me(the same way she can have anyone or tell anyone in the clouds); and just like me and yes I could tell and from the jump. And let me add this about her so please listen I’m going to say this very slowly. YOU…SEE…HER? and again I’m going to say this one time or two times because hold on let me tell you about this girl. This girl was beautiful and from my world. Well you see she was American and the reason I became a United States Of American citizen) and having a son; it just made sense to do so.

And coming from another world(and when I say another world I may country) like going to Paris and I’ll tell you how I even got to Paris. Because coming from a different world and to go to a country like Paris is just not a simple road to cross. You would have to be strong and not a chicken to go crossing that road. Which I did. A man not a chicken crossing the road. But that’s another story. Indeed that’s the type of story people ask about and you have to give them the story of how it was; in a way that’s factual about how you(and in this case when I say You; I mean me) or me got 2 Paris. And that story was one of the first of me going into another world or should I say another country; that I decided to call it HOW I GOT 2 PARIS. And yes that trip was about a girl.

My first girl out the country. Now back to Ashiya. And no I didn’t forget about Rayna, we will continue with Rayna in a minute. But let me end this story about Ashiya (who I nicknamed LaShiya because she was like two people). LaShiya (well let me just call her Ashiya because it will start confusing all of us). So Ashiya brought me down. To my knees. I proposed you know…proposing like marriage. Well I don’t want to call it marriage or anything like that because when I proposed for us to be more than friends…yes more than a friend like best friends. I ran! Why? Because she didn’t say anything. No response no nothing. This is something you don’t say to someone especially in a world or a world in your mind that’s hard to analyze or believe or may not believe you’re in. Especially when a girl you have never seen smile but have met a few times in life. I’m talking real life. But when you have those feelings to be more than a friend, and for someone to give you no response; it makes you want to get up and run! And I ran and kept running. And I kept running thinking to myself…one day…she and I mean can turn around or better yet she just needs to smile! Can you(and I mean me) just picture people who don’t smile to turnaround and smile! Jeez! For crying out loud be happy! And simply be you and be joyful! Yes happy or go find somebody and be happy. Thank GOD and again I thank God I’m full of joy and that’s the way I choose to be. I must admit I’m not always happy but I’m full of joy or at least try to be. Because this road of life can be depressing at times even when it’s with you and only you. Because in different paths of life we all take we may come across a situation where a part of you is happy but the other half is not. Or even worse a part of you is there and the other part is not. It’s like how some mental patients are.

What I’m saying is you will not be happy or may never be until you find you. Whether you’re gay, straight(which is another term for heterosexual), bisexual (and I know some of us out here may or may not be). But we are all people and we need each other. And if we don’t have each other just remember this. There are beings(people) out of this world who do. Me being in America I came to find that those beings(people) reside within me and those beings are me, myself, and I. And you also have those beings(well the proper term is persons); you also have those persons too. I can’t really speak for you but those beings are within you. And that’s you and only you that can bring them out to help you, and even rescue you in life especially when you’re dealing with hardship. I’ll actually found those persons while being in a America; and honestly they came out on my trip to Parris; sorry I may have missed spelled Parris I meant Paris. That trip to Paris was something else. And I really need to make sure that I’m spelling or saying the name right. Because names like that can be said a certain way and come out wrong. I knew a girl named Parris but only to find out that it was not her real name. Sometimes you think you know something or better yet you may think you know someone but only to find out that you don’t! Who people say they are and who they truly are, are two different things! And Parris, yes I’m talking about Paris, is one of those things! And in different places(and I’m referring to other countries and even Paris) they may use terms or phrases like “be gay” but nonetheless they are saying be joyful. Or by definition simply be happy. So to anyone and everyone out there in this world or living in another world, when living life remember to be happy. As they say in Paris “be gay”. Let’s be honest and be straightforward and I’m straightforward yes I’m not happy as some of y’all may define being happy. But I can say I’m full of joy and I thank God for that. That’s a different type of happy for most. I say that to say be happy whether you define being happy as being gay or being heterosexual. Especially when it comes to serious topics like so, just remember whether you like this person or that person(or a combination of two or more people) and that person doesn’t like you(the way you like him or her or them) or does like the way you like things, just remember to be joyful. And remember that you’re not alone; there is always a person(you may say maybe it’s just me)…yes indeed there is and to tell you the truth and I mean even more there are people there where you live (that you may not even see at times) that have cared. From the jump. Because believe it or not we all do love each other. Again we may not see it, but me myself and you(and when I say you I mean the person reading this), who that I may never see but I know you is there. Yes you is…sorry I meant you are…and you are present. And I am also present. And God knows and believe me he is a gift to us! We must be reminded that he is always present. No matter how big life may present itself we must thank God for being there on this road of life. We are together in this lifetime, together. Yes me and you and you living inside or outside this world or my world or outside his world. He is always here.

You are not alone. And that goes for as well because I two be forgetting I always have SOMEONE to count on. Especially when you’re feeling down just look up that person and or people are always around. Whether you see them not believe me and please believe; they are there. But anyway back to being happy(and some by definition and some places Don’t go assuming things Understand what I’m saying(and this also applies to Ashiya) because this may go over all our heads If you see that someone of us but not all of us are truly happy. are joyful but not full everyone You should be I’m happy to say I’m joyful and There is nothing wrong with that.

Now back to Rayna. Rayna was a sweetheart. I could not see myself from not wanting to be with a girl like her. I wondered if she could even see me. Because the thing is she wore glasses. And I did too(well sometimes because I only needed them to see far). And even driving around going in circles I was I had those special glasses. The type of glasses that can help you see when things are coming. Like with Parris or when it came down to someone like Ashiya. I wish I could have seen where those two females would lead me. Again especially with a girl like Parris. I seen never ever thought I would wind up in place where I would went up. But enough with talking about the places I ended up in…or with that girl and her and the other girl. But the road I took to go see Tynisha(this special woman is the mother of my son, Stephon). That road(which was not like any other road I have ever took…but it was the type of road you come across in life and yes this road ended but boy it took me from a boy 2 a man. But that’s also the type of road that can beginning from somewhere. You just have to go and find it and jump on it. Yes they say all roads must come to an end but boy I don’t mind taking that trip on a road like that. I’ll do it again and again and again. Those roads are one of a kind and they may end for most. But a road like that is always a brand new start that helps me grow into becoming a better, stronger man. And besides that’s where my son lives so I have to go see my son.

Okay enough with the other females let’s talk about Rayna. I really want to see Rayna and see those pretty eyes of hers. I hope she sees me the same way I see her. But the thing about Rayna is she’s white. And I’m black. Can two people like us(a black person and a white person) go down that route and mix? And you may get it mixed up and ask…but I’ll answer the question before you even ask it. No I’m not racist! So that’s why and again I felt I had to take that chance and just go for it. And guess what? I went…well I called her and she came over. And when she came I was so happy. Afterwards she told me she had to go. I didn’t hear from her for a while but eventually we spoke. Because remember I had her phone number. So I got a text message from her saying hi how you been, etc, etc. And more words came after that and what she said scared me . Let me tell you what happened next. It had me so messed-up in the head that I had to block her. I’m telling you it’s a scary thing going down this route.

I’ll tell you what happened the next time I talk to you and yes I mean you ! Ok look, why wait until the next time? I’ll give you a brief summary of what happened.

It was nothing. Absolutely nothing. And that scared me. Because by far she is the sweetest girl I have met in my life. Are there any other sweet girls out there? We’ll just have to see.

Ashiya

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So look I really had a hard time seeing this girl. Even though we were close; and when I say close, I mean close! the closest I’ve ever came to a girl like her. Well sorry I just have take a break. And breathe. Because this girl that I took I mean have come close to see. Well sorry excuse the grammar. Let me take a short break to compose myself and breathe. (note to self: in this story about this woman replace this girl. And put this woman in place of the girl. I mean this girl. Especially her because this girl was no ordinary girl. This woman was indeed a sweetheart). Unlike Ashiya that girl you went up looking for and only to bring you down and man. That girl had you in the clouds(that feeling was real…too real…and too deep!). The shit is crazy and hard to believe. Who would believe that something that small. Man that little shit…Yes that little shit could bring a strong person like me, down. So down and when I say down; I mean me, myself and I(Triple) came down like no one has ever came down. And only to bring me down to propose…and to who is listening or reading this story or should I or we(me and myself and I) say love story. With Rayna. Or Maybe I shouldn’t say anything yet but let me go on head and say this. But with Ashiya; the girl who took me down that route and for me to(sorry my nickname is Triple sometimes refer to me, myself and I as just that. [note to reader: read my other stories and one of them explains why and how I got the name from the jump]. But as I was saying Ashiya had me(the same way she can have anyone or tell anyone in the clouds); and just like me and yes I could tell and from the jump. And let me add this about her so please listen I’m going to say this very slowly. YOU…SEE…HER? and again I’m going to say this one time or two times because hold on let me tell you about this girl. This girl was beautiful and from my world. Well you see she was American and the reason I became a United States Of America citizen) and having a son; it just made sense to do so.

You are not alone. And that goes for me as well because I two be forgetting I always have SOMEONE to count on. Especially when you’re feeling down just look up that person and or people are always around. Whether you see them not believe me and please believe; they are there. But anyway back to being happy(and some by definition and some places Don’t go assuming things Understand what I’m saying(and this also applies to Ashiya) because this may go over all our heads If you see that someone of us but not all of us are truly happy. are joyful but not full everyone You should be I’m happy to say I’m joyful and There is nothing wrong with that.

I’ll tell you what happened the next time I talk to you and yes I mean you ! Ok look, why wait until the next time? I’ll give you a brief summary of what happened.

It was nothing. Absolutely nothing. And that scared me. Because by far she is the sweetest girl I have met in my life. Are there any other sweet girls out there? We’ll just have to see.

Be Different

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37, 38…those were the numbers on the documents that he was printing. And when I say he I’m referring to me. Sorry I sometimes prefer to speak in 3rd person. So anyhow I continued to print the last pages of the booklet. Yes you see it was a large sum of pages and I was printing them because it was late in the night and she had nowhere to go print them. You se my sister was a school teacher and she had to study for an exam I believe. Don’t ask me I’m guessing being a teacher for the first time, they test you when it comes to certain topics before you can teacher. I could be wrong and you may just have to ask her. Or when I get the answer from her, I will let you know the next time I talk to you or y’all if there’s more than one person reading this book. Because you can read a book with more than one person at once. I’ll explain later. So anyway the time was 11:52pm. I didn’t mind printing the papers for her, umm well actually I did. But she was my sister and I loved her dearly, so I had…well actually I knew it was only right to print them for her. Haha. I loved my sister so to be honest I didn’t mind at all. Anyhow as I was finishing up with the prints.

Okay now I’m going a different route and what I’m about to talk about is a different girl. So there she was sitting on my bed. Paris, the place was here with me and I was placed with her. Two places together, at the same time. You’re probably wondering how was this possible? Well let me explain. Paris was not a girl and she was not a place; well it’s kinda hard to explain because in a weird way she actually was a place. The type of place you visit or want to go to. Ok let me stop referring to Paris as a place. You see Paris was actually a woman. And no I don’t know her age, I just knew her name and no she was not a girl and any other questions you or anyone are coming to ask; I’ll give you my response now. I don’t know! All I can tell you is Parris was a woman. A woman with a light complexion, an ebony queen. She was beautiful like an angel. What’s crazy is she remembered me of a girl named Ashiya. But yet again I could be wrong maybe her name was LaShiya. The time was 11:59. I’ll explain Paris now and Ashiya at 12:00am. But time was ticking so I’ll tell you about Ashiya; sorry I mean at 12:01am. You’re probably wondering why not now. I’m telling you now the time is…wait let me search what time zone or sorry what time it is in France. It is 6:02am. You see generally there is a 6 hour time difference between Paris and New York. there is a 6 hour time difference between Paris and New York. The sun rises first in France, and then in the United States. Eastern time zone. Sorry I even start to forget that it was about Parris. And I would love to take me and Paris to New York City. Why New York? Because it’s one of those other places I’ve never been. Just picture me and Paris watching the sun set. But New York is not the place to take a girl or woman you don’t know. And to be honest Paris was not a woman. She was a girl I never met or even knew. So the time was actually wrong. It was not the time for New York yet because New York or New York City was in a different time. The time I thought it was; was actually the wrong time. I repeat YOU DOT NOT…I mean YOU SHOULD NEVER…I mean ever ever ever take the time to see a girl or woman you just met. And I met Ashiya sorry wrong person I met Ashiya, she was a dream girl, but let’s talk about LaShiya. Someone tell Paris let link up another time. She was the girl…well there was also Rayna…she 2 was the girl I wanted and needed. Such a sweetheart. And Ashiya sorry I keep saying her name WRONG. LaShiya was it. I could not stand her! You know why? Because she made me late! I hope she reads this. LaShiya! I hate…and I when I say HATE…I mean it. There are 3 dots missing and one is you. Because listen you. Not LaShiya I mean you. The one. (Authors note: sorry if I’m confusing you. It’s so hard to explain. Because you see. I was going through a mental health crisis. Some say and when I say some; I mean one. Yes one doctor named Dr. Harvey. He was the only one doctor that could save me from this, I mean this girl or woman or whoever she was. Because you see this girl was also a place). And ima leave it at this.
Now back to my sister. You see when I finally finished printing the papers; I rushed downstairs. You’re probably wondering you rushed downstairs? Yes because I was going through a health problem so I was back in my parents house. I was there before she arrived. My parent’s room was upstairs and the room I was sleeping in was next to theirs. I was there before my sister had came back. I forgot the reason she came back and I rather not start guessing. I’m sure we’ll sorry I know she had her reason why. Sometimes we go through things in life and we just need some time back to the place where life once started or where we felt it was time to move out on our own. She’s a strong independent woman so I’m sure her reasoning was something that was understandable. And I’m guessing again but I’m sure she came back to check up on the family and me of course. You see my family and I checked up on each other. You see that’s what you call love, family, and caring. Those are my 3 favorite words when it comes to family and caring. You see I had to say those words again. And you’re probably wondering why those two and what about the other word. Hold on reader, I’m going to tell you why. When it comes to and im talking about family there is no such thing as the other word. When a family cares about another family that’s all. The other word is just a add-on. Something you add-on to family. Because family is a strong word on its own. Family is just family and it’s a powerful word that doesn’t need any other word than family. Another was for me to put it is Family is a person. And another word for a person is family. And when a family and another family cares about another family; that family is strong. And the stronger a family is with another family that’s love. A love that can never be broken. Because that type of love is a bond. A bond that goes from one brother to another, and one sister to another sister…and that stretches from each generation to the next generation. And we cannot forget about the kids! Because you have to remember it’s the youth that helps the family grow and or from growing. And I thank my nieces and nephews because they are the reason I grew. You see or sorry excuse my words; I meant to say I pray that you noticed how much I’ve grown. And when I say that I’ve grown I mean grown from all angles and all perspectives. You see growing is not just a term it’s an adjective. Well some may differ and some may even correct you and say “you meant growth”. And you may respond with a term like “I’ve grown” and some may say “I’m learning and I’m growing everyday!”

Let me add this, if you feel or the type that would respond or are going to respond with “growing”. I must say “let’s go”. Because growing is not just a word it’s a way of life. And me being the author of this book, I’m right there with you! Let’s continue to grow and let’s not stop! You see growing is not just a one person thing; it can be a group thing that can take effort and pushing. Yes pushing because you need or should I say we, we need to understand this…there is, we are a team and to push something or anything in life requires team effort! It’s like a school without a teacher, what is a school without kids? Nothing…just a building with kids running around like they have no sense. And what are kids in a school with no teacher? Just a bunch of helpless and lost younglings without absolutely no understanding what a school is. Because can you imagine a parent doing their other job; yes sending a child is a parent’s job and it’s actually a law in most countries, to a school building that has nothing but other kids; whose parents send them; thinking this is where their child is suppose to go. And never knowing where they sent their child is just a place with no adult or mature person to teach them that this is no playground. And for the child to go there everyday and continue to play everyday and when he or she returns home they have nothing to say but again. Yes again. When a child goes to a place where there are other kids just like him or her, all their going to learn from each other is again. And again; because all a child learns from another child is what is the meaning of growing up. That child they ask or any child for that matter will always respond with the word “Again”. Because and sorry for saying the words or the “because, so much”. Because a child is never or will never know the true meaning of growing up if he or she is not being told or taught. You see growing or some may say growth is not a word. It’s a action. And the word “word” comes after. And matter fact it will always come after, because that’s what we’re all after. You me and that child I was talking about. Because know this, that child is you. And me. And like I said I’m going to keep saying again, again, and again. And if you don’t stop me; which you won’t because you don’t know me or know where I live. And if you did I would not give you the time or say to come close to me. Because you see; we as humans do not talk to people we don’t know. Another way to say strangers will be strangers is to say “Let bygones be bygones”. And to say “Let bygones be bygones” is to let things be. And to let things be is not to care. And if you say it’s okay to let kids be in an environment with other kids that don’t know anything but to do the same thing again and again, that means you don’t care. And if you don’t care about another then you don’t care about yourself. And if you don’t care about yourself than you need to stop looking! Yes stop looking in that mirror. And that mirror can be that thing you look into every morning or night when you’re seeing or checking how good or even bad your head or the rest of your body is looking. You need to stop shit and look away. Like I did to Paris and Ashiya and that time I did to both of them at the time. Because you have to understand that you can actually watch two things at the same time. Or the crazy part you can choose to watch multiple things at the same time and learn from all of them. I personally prefer to watch one thing at a time. However if you’re talking about people than I rather watch and listen to 10 or more. I know what you’re thinking why watch 10 people and try to listen to all of them at the same time. And I’ll respond with an answer like this, “Because I can” or something like “ Why in the hell not”? You see you can do multiple things at the same time and if they are very important you will try to. That’s what a teacher does. When 10 or more students alter different answers to a question, you listen because one or two or more of those students might be right. And if you’re right or you choose to go left with your original answer; I’ll follow you. And I’ll listen just Incase you change your mind and go the other way. Like Paris or was it Parris. You see some girls and some women overseas; and even women worldwide will take their original name and change it. Whether it is a nickname they choose or some take a different route and change the whole thing. That’s why I say Paris or Parris because I don’t know if she kept her birth name or changed it. Which I have no problem with and I actually find it very interesting. That you can go for one name like Paris and go to a name like Parris. And all you have to do is fill out your new name or while you’re on the spot you can go a different way and change it to something that you prefer. And the crazy part is it doesn’t have to make sense. And when I say sense I mean it doesn’t have even be spelled the way people expect it to be spelled. And you know what you’re in the driver’s seat. Meaning if they call you by any other name or don’t respect that you go by a different title you can ignore them. And what’s crazy is if you keep ignoring them they will leave you alone and go about their way. And if they choose to go in an the abusive route or choose to go in a way you’re not okay with, you can call the police. And matter fact you are the police! and if someone chooses not to obey your law of calling you by your new legal given name, you can drive off.

Yes you can drive off or walk away. And when I say walk away I mean you can go. You can go so far into the dark to the point where that person will never see you or have the privilege to ever contact you or stand next or close to you. Because if they ever do, you will call the police. Yes the REAL POLICE. And do you know why? Because the real POLICE don’t play. And if you ever came close to talking crazy or disrespecting the police… the real police will tell you once. Or even twice to stop. And if you continue with the disrespect they will tell you to stop! And if you still continue to act like you have no sense…they will pull out their badge and drop it. I know you’re probably wondering drop their badge? Why drop it? I’ll tell you why; it’s because the real police are not the police. The real police are the police. The police will never stop and drop anything. The real police are serious people. The type of serious people that confront you when there is a problem. And that wait. Why wait because it’s the right thing to do. And they will tell you and warn you to stop whatever you’re doing before things escalate and go the way you don’t want it to go. And it’s usually a route that most people don’t want to ever go. But what always happens in situations like this? I’ll tell you what happens. It’s always someone. It’s always and I mean always someone or should I say an idiot. An idiot and sorry I don’t mean to say an idiot because we humans can act childish sometimes and think we’re above other people and can do whatever we can. Even in serious situations we put our own selves in even when we know we’re dead wrong. And have the nerve to talk down on the individual that’s just trying to remind us we should not be doing what we’re doing because what we are doing can hurt us and potentially hurt or harm other people. But what do we idiots knowing we’re too smart to be doing the stupid thing or things we’re doing when a righteous person who does not know us or is not trying to harm us; warns us to stop doing the unlawful thing that we’re doing, and just attempting to help or even better save us from ourselves because at this point we are or have gone to a point of where we’re not even seeing what we are doing or sadly doing to someone near or might be close by without knowing or seeing what we are doing to the person in front of us. So the police no not the real police because let me tell you this. There is no such thing as the REAL POLICE because the real police is the person with the ID badge in their top pocket (usually in the top left chest pocket of their uniform shirt or jacket), who do not have time to pull it out. You see there is a reason why the police have their gun tucked on their waistband or holster(on the dominant side). And the reason they call it the dominant side is because it’s usually the officer’s quick hand. So it’s easier to reach the gun and shoot.

And they, the police, and whoever else, because they can be more than one police officer on the once. Especially if the individual they are dealing with is acting like he or she has no sense. They or the police officer has to protect themselves and the people around, or the person who happen to be walking by and is standing near the scene wondering what is going on or why they are two or more police officers on the scene. Especially if the innocent bystander or bystanders see a crazy individual or individuals acting like they or he has no sense at all and is talking back to the individual that has a gun that could possibly harm him or the people around. Or sadly hurt someone like himself or the kids walking by because believe me it’s always a curious kid that doesn’t understand the law or what it means to stay back; that might find it cool or interesting to get closer and talk. Yes talk to the police officer and ask what is going on or why the guy or lady is acting the way they’re acting. And only for the crazy individual or the unhealthy individual or individuals to respond with a attic that could harm himself or themselves or even worse hurt the kid, that’s lost and doesn’t understand. At this point this is where things go left. And the police officer; and like I said not the REAL POLICE officer, to reach over on his dominant side and pull the pistol or gun and aim and fire at the individual to calm him down or worse kill me. Which alot of people need to understand. And understand this. A police would never kill anyone intentionally or choose to cause arm to anyone who is acting crazy or hurting himself or herself or themselves. A police’s job is to do one job and one job only. To protect the individual and the individuals with him. Or with her. And most importantly make sure the innocent bystanders and kids; if any are around and to keep everyone from harm. But if a police officer; again not a REAL police officer, because a real police officers job is to drop a badge. A real police officer is a cop who plays. A cop who plays games because in the police division or should I say field there is no such thing as a cop. A cop by definition is a player. A player who plays or pretends to arrest people; while a police officer or policeman is the real police. You see the term cop was short for “copper”. A copper was actually a female cop. While these were policemen and policewomen; these individuals were often used to play and pretend to be REAL POLICEMEN and POLICEWOMEN. You see in the police division or police field there were no policewomen. Policewomen did not exist until later in life. Policewomen or should I say coppers were individuals who dressed like actual policemen and policewomen later in life; pretending to catch criminals and bad guys. Especially when it came to roleplaying; sexually, in the bedroom. You see REAL POLICEMEN and police women don’t pretend and they don’t cop. Real POLICEMEN and real POLICEWOMEN arrest and shoot bad guys if they need to. It’s a big difference. So next time you hear me or anyone say someone is a REAL POLICE, I’m probably referring to cops and coppers. Cops and Coppers are individuals who scream and warn you or and may show or will definitely drop their badges to show you who they are. And arrest you. But they will never shoot you! You know why? Go to a sex party where they have individuals; guys or girls dressed like cops and robbers. No matter how bad an individual is, there or around the around, they will arrest the bad guys in front of them before they do anything else. That’s not what real COPS and COPPERS do! Again yes a policeman or a policewoman can be a cop; and or copper. But real policemen and policewomen is never a cop. Or copper. Because in the real police division they are only two things; a police or policer. And a policer is a real cop. And that’s all. The other individual is a police. And that’s the reason a police; who also go by policeman for a males and who is also called a cop; and a policewoman for the females or can sometimes be called a copper. But as I said a cop can never be a policemen or women but a policemen and policewomen will always and I mean always will be an individual with a badge and gun that patrols and catches real individuals or can cop and patrol a vehicle and or ram a car, pull you out with no identification or feel the need to because once a cop; I mean a policeman or policewoman, at this point has one objection and one objection only. To protect or kill! And if you object or fail to corporate than he or she has the power and right to stop you and anybody that doesn’t want to listen. Especially if that person is a threat to him or herself or can hurt or harm anyone around even the police officer and some cases especially the police officer. And especially a child or an individual or does bit not comprehend or understand what is going on; especially on to scene of the crime. Especially if that individual is a child or minor.

Some may even ask or even wonder a minor? Why would a child or minor be doing on the scene of a police investigation or arrest. Because kids with no parents to teach them comprehension especially when it comes to serious situations will always and I mean always become a victim and fall into the trap. Or worse fall into that rectangle. Some call it rectangular but to me I call it a square. Because when it comes to this kind of things it’s hard to shape it and make sense if it. And when I say shape I mean make which is still saying the same thing. And that thing is never ending and it will continue to be the way it is. Until we take it and shape it into something else. And I know you’re probably wondering what do I mean when I say “it”. I’m saying or meant we could and should take the nonsense and shape it; the nonsense into something that makes sense. Because in mathematics there is no shaping. Everything is already shaped we just need to create.

Because in mathematics(math) we’re not mathematicians were scientists. In math there are creators; just another name for a scientist. And scientists create. And we create and make what our lives are.

You see Paris was in my room for a good reason. Not only did she have a heart but she cared. And you’re probably wondering how do I know that she cared? Because this woman wasn’t an ordinary woman. This woman was the type of woman that could go. And when I say go I mean get out of here fast. And when I say fast I mean so fast that you couldn’t even catch her if you tried. And I tried! Believe me when I say tried I mean that I tried and tried so bad that I fell. Now I know what you’re thinking how can someone like yourself or me try so bad at getting something that you fall. Because to try is to try. But to try and end up falling and when I say falling I’m talking to fall so bad that you call it fail. Because you have tried so bad that’s it’s over and there is no point of going back to try it again because you know what the result is going to be already. But to try and to try so bad that you fall to fall is to fall and nonI’m not fail; I’m talking to try to go at something and to wind up at the bottom. That type of failure is a term we(that’s me, myself, and I) consider the true meaning of the word to fall. And boy, I fail; oh sorry I mean I fell. Hard. So hard on my head that I forgot the true meaning of failing. And I started to call it falling, failing and failing and failing and failing again to myself over and over and over and over and over and over again. Because you have to understand that failing doesn’t not necessarily make you a failure. For someone or to anyone that fails, don’t ever think from the bat that you’re a loser. No anyone can lose at something. But if you lose at something once and you quit, you’re a loser. Now let me tell you the real definition of a failure or should I say to myself a “Faller”. And yes a faller is a true word that I may need to explain to you later. And when I say later I mean I mean now. You see now can mean later and later can mean now…well only if you’re referring to Parris the place. And she was still in my room waiting to go now, and when I say she was going to be out; I mean now or she is out of here to a new place! And that place I’m referring to was home. Again let’s get back to being a failure because I’m tell you what a loser is. And losing is only losing if you lose. But to fail; the true definition of a failure is not a failure it’s a lost. You see when you failure you don’t give up. You can do or go at a thing and fail once and yes they(Im referring to you and you because you are more than one person; and yes I’m talking third person because there is another person inside you that NO ONE can ever meet or say correctly because it’s more than a term. That term is recispacal to a person. And whats strange is that person people can call a term is a person. A real person that only I can call or I should say call on because he’s (and I’m talking only to myself because me being a male being, the me I’m talking about is me. Or should I say me-me because the myself I’m talking about can only be said or called on by the individual calling it. And when I say it, I mean the “me”. And some of you or you and yourself are still or may still be trying to figure out what am I saying when I say me or me-me. Let’s try this. Call me by my first name and I will respond with a “Yeah, that’s me”. You can then go head and ask me a 2nd question and I will say “Yeah, You talking to Me”. And if you go for a 3rd question then that’s it. And if you don’t understand what I mean when I say the term or phrase that’s it. Then you need to look up and see the true definition of a person and the person that lives inside us. Or if you’re crazy and hear voices then you may have multiple persons inside you. Anyhow look up “persons inside of us” and you will see that there is more than one. And when I say more than one persons I’m talking individuals. These individuals do not exist to others but to us they exist. And when I say exist I mean they existed a long, long, long, long; long, long, long, and I could go on and on and on but I’ll stop right here and end that like this. We as humans can do something and fall and people outside can call us losers and failures. But they fell to understand that that’s not the end of us. This is just the beginning. Because once we fall or once we fail and try again only to fall again, we may fall and even find ourselves on the ground. But if we want to keep going on or even if we don’t, there is always a 2nd person or persons; I’m talking that third person who’s waiting to be called upon, so he or she(if you’re a female with a third person living inside of you) can come to pick up the second person or take on the duty to keep going. And going and end up winning the battle that you and him and you-you(for me I refer this person as me-me) and leave the outside people shocked. With disbelief on how a person who tried to win the battle and fell dead on the ground and we being the people saw him lying on the ground, breathless; with little or no strength at all, can just get up and surprisingly win the battle other people were trying and surely going to win. This is what you call a person that failed or fell or if you’re me-me a failure. A failure is not a loser; a failure is one that may fall or one that falls, but has the courage inside of him or herself to get up by calling on the others inside him to come to the rescue and save him and walk or run together to that finish line. And you and you and you had that person or persons that sits and waits to be called upon to come pick you up when you fall and carry you along so You, Yourself and Him (or her if you’re a female) can run together to that finish. You see a that doesn’t apply to a loser. A loser cannot get up and win. All a loser can do is lose and accept the lost. A loser cannot call the persons inside him or herself and expect to go for the win. You notice a loser is a past-tense term that says you’ve already lost. Meaning if you get called a loser that means you are at the finish line next to the winner; in this conversation we are having; I mean next to the failure who got up and had the strength and courage to get up and win a battle that you failed to win. Whether you lied on the ground with no strength or no courage to call the people inside you to pick you up and carry you to the finish line. You just lied there. But the failure, I guess he or she is a different type of loser that one you can laugh and point and call names afterwards when you see him(or her) outside this battlefield. This different type of loser (well a term that you use because this term only exists to you and your type of people especially the ones that live inside your world) had the same courage and same number of people inside him that you also; decided to call them for help but you chose not. And one of the rules to the battle was that this type of rule is acceptable but you decided not to follow that rule. So remember this, and I’m refer to you, yourself, and the other you (who in my opinion should change his name (or her name if you’re a female) so he can have his own identity and know he or she is being called upon for help and not to wonder around or pretending to be sleeping or even worse sleeping when his brothers or sisters are calling him to come rescue them.
Now that you understand what a failure is now let’s get back to Parris. So there she was, about to leave. I thought so this is it, the end of the road. Because once this is over, it’s over. As much I didn’t want it to be over, she got up and told me later. Yes later. I paused and thought to myself what does it mean when some gets up and says later. Later usually means I will see you another time in different places. But I refused to accept what she was saying! Later is not something I was going to accept. Yes I should have given her all my time but I had to print some documents for my sister and the thing about me is once I start something I make sure I finish it. But at this point what I started or how I wanted to end this thing; this Parris thing was not this way. So I got up myself because I was sitting down when I was printing those papers for my sister. So as I was getting up she was half way towards the door. I walked towards her but she was already going down the stairs. I proceeded to walk fast and faster so I could ask her a question and let her know how i felt about that word “later”. But it seems she was leading the way and I was chasing her. So as I was reaching the front door, she was already there. So me trying to catch my breath I looked in her eyes and I asked her. What do you mean “later”?. She smiled and opened her mouth and said. When I said later I meant, Now. You see now is another word for later. Now this is only the beginning. And she gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked out. As I watched her disappear in the dark, stood her and thought to myself. The word beginning or the phrase “it’s is the beginning” can mean so much. So was this the beginning of the end or the beginning of a new story or just the end of this chapter? I failed to understand.

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